KPMG的人打来了。他们要我九月十三号开工哦。真的是sayang咯。。。
太可惜了，早知道不能做工先就别apply啦。现在人家要请你又不能做，我只能推掉了。真的很失望。
不过算了咯，看了老爸的一封信息，什么失望感都没有了。
“你是人才，不怕没工作，两千多不是很多！”
哈哈，可爱的老爸。
没关系啦，反正赚的钱是养活家人的，我总不能这么自私吧。
每个人未来的路都不一样，各自加油吧！
来，继续讲回那天的interview。
真的有够衰。test做的不是很好。interview也没表现得很好。感觉好像一直掉入那个interviewer的圈套。
哈哈，算了啦。反正结果都一样。还是得呆在妈妈店工作。
希望经过这次的interview，下次能表现得更好啦。^^
真的有够衰。test做的不是很好。interview也没表现得很好。感觉好像一直掉入那个interviewer的圈套。
哈哈，算了啦。反正结果都一样。还是得呆在妈妈店工作。
希望经过这次的interview，下次能表现得更好啦。^^
明天有在KPMG有Interview..但我好像什么都没准备好..没有好好看那公司的网站，没有好好了解公司的背景。只是一直让自己做东西，别让自己紧张。想到明天真的很害怕，怕一时害怕，讲不出英文。惨了啦~~
---风筝，想在天空自由飞翔，但那条又长又粗的玻璃线总是控制着风筝的去向，它多么想趁着风大的时候尽全力飞翔一次，但它的主人却把它收了回来---
或许杰说得对，不是每样事情都可以自己想怎样就怎样。或许是我太自私了，太爱面子了。
看见同学们一个个找到了工作，开始在事业上慢慢起步，而我，却还在原地踏步，所以为此感到心急，觉得自己赶不上别人的脚步，怕输。
或许真的没有选择的余地。或许我真的得向现实低头。不是我没有争取，是我真的没有争取的权利。
不管怎样，我还是希望会有转机的一天。如果，如果，如果他帮我说句话，或许我就可以得到想要的。
到最后，我还是抱着希望，希望奇迹出现。请原谅自私的我。
---风筝，想在天空自由飞翔，但那条又长又粗的玻璃线总是控制着风筝的去向，它多么想趁着风大的时候尽全力飞翔一次，但它的主人却把它收了回来，他只好盼望着下一次风的来临---
或许杰说得对，不是每样事情都可以自己想怎样就怎样。或许是我太自私了，太爱面子了。
看见同学们一个个找到了工作，开始在事业上慢慢起步，而我，却还在原地踏步，所以为此感到心急，觉得自己赶不上别人的脚步，怕输。
或许真的没有选择的余地。或许我真的得向现实低头。不是我没有争取，是我真的没有争取的权利。
不管怎样，我还是希望会有转机的一天。如果，如果，如果他帮我说句话，或许我就可以得到想要的。
到最后，我还是抱着希望，希望奇迹出现。请原谅自私的我。
---风筝，想在天空自由飞翔，但那条又长又粗的玻璃线总是控制着风筝的去向，它多么想趁着风大的时候尽全力飞翔一次，但它的主人却把它收了回来，他只好盼望着下一次风的来临---
本来有很多快乐的东西要分享的，但没心情了。
我最近在想，是不是只有我才没有做主的权利。
每次当我有了计划想做一样事情，一定会被阻绕。以前的不说，就说最近吧。我想考完试后在家懒几天，和朋友去玩玩，就无端端被骂，被问开始找工了没，又被说不会自动到店里帮忙，所以去玩的计划毁了。我去做了后，被通知说帮忙做到八九月，因为不够人手。那好，我八月开始找工，有人叫找我interview，我既开心又紧张，但却换得了惊吓的反应。被问说“为什么这么快，做到新年过后嘛”，我心想“虾！还早啊，朋友都开工了咯”，就这样，可以出去做工的计划毁了。
我真的很怕别人问我“读完了啊？没找工吗？”之类的话，一个星期里，应该有五天是被人这样问的吧。不管是在附近工作的或是顾客都这样问。我真的被问到不知要怎样回答了。
我真的不知道自己能不能够冲出心魔大声地说我想自己抓主意。
真的开始怕了，怕学过的都忘了，怕自己已经二十二岁，明年二十三。
看着同学一个个找到了工作，自己却不能够跟他们一起起步，真的很难过。我为自己感到羞耻。
听到丁当的歌 《我是一只小小鸟》，真是应景。“有时候我觉得自己像一只小小鸟，想要飞，但怎么样也飞不高..”
我最近在想，是不是只有我才没有做主的权利。
每次当我有了计划想做一样事情，一定会被阻绕。以前的不说，就说最近吧。我想考完试后在家懒几天，和朋友去玩玩，就无端端被骂，被问开始找工了没，又被说不会自动到店里帮忙，所以去玩的计划毁了。我去做了后，被通知说帮忙做到八九月，因为不够人手。那好，我八月开始找工，有人叫找我interview，我既开心又紧张，但却换得了惊吓的反应。被问说“为什么这么快，做到新年过后嘛”，我心想“虾！还早啊，朋友都开工了咯”，就这样，可以出去做工的计划毁了。
我真的很怕别人问我“读完了啊？没找工吗？”之类的话，一个星期里，应该有五天是被人这样问的吧。不管是在附近工作的或是顾客都这样问。我真的被问到不知要怎样回答了。
我真的不知道自己能不能够冲出心魔大声地说我想自己抓主意。
真的开始怕了，怕学过的都忘了，怕自己已经二十二岁，明年二十三。
看着同学一个个找到了工作，自己却不能够跟他们一起起步，真的很难过。我为自己感到羞耻。
听到丁当的歌 《我是一只小小鸟》，真是应景。“有时候我觉得自己像一只小小鸟，想要飞，但怎么样也飞不高..”
I am finally graduated. I am a university graduate now. I should be proud of myself but...i am not feeling happy.
I have not applied for job yet and I have several reasons for this.
1) I have to get my transcript first before I apply, so that i can apply with my final CGPA
2) I have no leave from work this few weeks. My mom went overseas and I have to look after her shop. So I have no time to go to college and apply for transcript.
3) My mom asked me to work for her for a few months until September or October, and I was like "wth??!!" *sigh*
After getting my results, I dare not tell my mom about it, not because i score badly, it is just that I do not want her to have high expectation on me. U know what, I once told my mom that I have a friend working in KPMG and got RM2460 per month, she was surprised that the salary is low. but we all know that RM2460 is considered high for a fresh graduate. so now you know how high her expectation on my future salary.
The second reason for not telling her is that she is very emotional. When she is in good mood, she will treat you nice, like buying present as a reward for scoring good results; when she is in bad mood, I will kena from her kao kao, she will probably say something like 'study so much for what? useless, work is better'. And she will tell all this to others. this is what i hate the most. Hmm...Life is tough~
I told my dad about my results, he was happy and said '哇，酱厉害啊’(smart..haha). And he will not say anything that is bad about me. He told my mom about my results and she has no reaction, she said nothing, probably is because I did not tell her myself. I knew about this when aunt called me and congratulated me.
Another sad thing was that I realized that my mom complaint about me in front of my sister and dad. I realized this when I wanted to go home and get my sweater before heading to karaoke with friends after work. When I opened the house door, my sister told me to be fast as mom is angry about me. I felt so innocent and I went out of the house quickly. the reason why she was angry is that I asked for one-day leave during her trip to Guangzhou, and I was considered '唔醒目’(tak pandai-pandai lah, nak off lagi bila dia nak outstation), somemore go karaoke with friends. (Hello? I went after work, what is the problem?)
I always try to be a good girl, but still not 100% good. I am not complaining but I really don't know how to be a 100% good girl....
I have not applied for job yet and I have several reasons for this.
1) I have to get my transcript first before I apply, so that i can apply with my final CGPA
2) I have no leave from work this few weeks. My mom went overseas and I have to look after her shop. So I have no time to go to college and apply for transcript.
3) My mom asked me to work for her for a few months until September or October, and I was like "wth??!!" *sigh*
After getting my results, I dare not tell my mom about it, not because i score badly, it is just that I do not want her to have high expectation on me. U know what, I once told my mom that I have a friend working in KPMG and got RM2460 per month, she was surprised that the salary is low. but we all know that RM2460 is considered high for a fresh graduate. so now you know how high her expectation on my future salary.
The second reason for not telling her is that she is very emotional. When she is in good mood, she will treat you nice, like buying present as a reward for scoring good results; when she is in bad mood, I will kena from her kao kao, she will probably say something like 'study so much for what? useless, work is better'. And she will tell all this to others. this is what i hate the most. Hmm...Life is tough~
I told my dad about my results, he was happy and said '哇，酱厉害啊’(smart..haha). And he will not say anything that is bad about me. He told my mom about my results and she has no reaction, she said nothing, probably is because I did not tell her myself. I knew about this when aunt called me and congratulated me.
Another sad thing was that I realized that my mom complaint about me in front of my sister and dad. I realized this when I wanted to go home and get my sweater before heading to karaoke with friends after work. When I opened the house door, my sister told me to be fast as mom is angry about me. I felt so innocent and I went out of the house quickly. the reason why she was angry is that I asked for one-day leave during her trip to Guangzhou, and I was considered '唔醒目’(tak pandai-pandai lah, nak off lagi bila dia nak outstation), somemore go karaoke with friends. (Hello? I went after work, what is the problem?)
I always try to be a good girl, but still not 100% good. I am not complaining but I really don't know how to be a 100% good girl....
Finally got the chance to visit to Broga Hill!
I woke up early in the morning at 3.30am and leaved my house at 4.00am. As it was still early, J and I went to have McDonalds breakfast and watched the second half of the Brazil vs South Korea match. We met Sharon, Mun Yee and Wei-I at Sungai Long at 5.00am and started going to Broga to meet with Michelle, Reuben and Guo Ming. We reached Broga at around 5.45am.
Luckily we have the torchlight with us because it was so dark that we can hardly see. It was considered a long journey for first-time visitors like us except for Reuben and Guo Ming.
We reached the first and second peak at around 6.30am and it was still dark.
After 7.00am, we can slowly see the views clearly.
♥ windy day and ♥ taking pictures. Love there for the clean and fresh air too. Have to go there more often as I really hate the polluted air in KL.
Looking at the group picture, I realized that everyone is now big girl and big boy. We will soon move to different path of life and face obstacles without one another. Therefore, we will have to learn to be independent and have strong determination to go through every challenges. Wishing all the best to all my dear friends =)
I woke up early in the morning at 3.30am and leaved my house at 4.00am. As it was still early, J and I went to have McDonalds breakfast and watched the second half of the Brazil vs South Korea match. We met Sharon, Mun Yee and Wei-I at Sungai Long at 5.00am and started going to Broga to meet with Michelle, Reuben and Guo Ming. We reached Broga at around 5.45am.
Luckily we have the torchlight with us because it was so dark that we can hardly see. It was considered a long journey for first-time visitors like us except for Reuben and Guo Ming.
We reached the first and second peak at around 6.30am and it was still dark.
After 7.00am, we can slowly see the views clearly.
♥ windy day and ♥ taking pictures. Love there for the clean and fresh air too. Have to go there more often as I really hate the polluted air in KL.
Looking at the group picture, I realized that everyone is now big girl and big boy. We will soon move to different path of life and face obstacles without one another. Therefore, we will have to learn to be independent and have strong determination to go through every challenges. Wishing all the best to all my dear friends =)
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